I Have To Pretend That Im Okay :')

Bismillahirahmanirrahim. Guys look, everyone want a great journey of life right? Just same with me. I know everything happens for a reason. But why me? Sometimes when I was sitting alone, and out of the blue Im cry. Im thinking about whats going on right now? I have to leave everybody. Leave all my friends, my memories in KL and my boyfriend also. I cant through all of this alone. I need someone babe, I need someone who can give me a spirit. I dont want to moved away. Perak is so far guys. I dont want! Its so hard for me to accept all of this! However, I have to pretend that Im okay. I want my life in KL, stayed here with all my friends. God, help me :(


Saya ni jahat sangat ke bagi korang? Saya ni banyak buat dosa ke bagi korang? Saya ni terlampau berlagak ke bagi korang? Saya ni gedik sgt ke dimata korang? Kenapa persoalan ni yang korang tertanya tanya? Okay kalau ini yang orang cakap pasal saya, kay saya terima. Mulut orang memang tak boleh nak tutup. Takpe saya faham. Tapi perlu ke ada sikap dengki ni semua? Kita semua ni manusia biasa je. Memang lah semua org ada buat silap. Tu dah normal lah kan. Saya sedar siapa saya. Terima kasih atas semua kutukan dan kritikan awak semua terhadap saya :')

Assalamualaikum.

SyaminAizaAdanan >.<